Mayra

Sometimes, I feel like I’m not worthy of anything or enough for some people. I worry that those who mean the most to me will one day leave me for something better. I mean, I’m just a normal girl. I’m not that ugly but I don’t feel pretty. I am nowhere near model status either. But I am hardworking, committed and dedicated…just that some people don’t realize it and take it for granted. I do my best to support myself and my family and to do good in school. I care too much about others. Is this my flaw? I care too much and yet, I’m scared of becoming too attached to people.
I may not have lived much but boy, I’ve experienced so much disappointment from others and heartbreak from those I thought highly of but I guess it goes back to caring too much…
I don’t know what else. I just feel so lonely sometimes. Taken for granted. And scared of getting attached to someone or a group of people. All of these disappointments and heart break have truly left me scarred and left me thinking that maybe this happens to me because something is wrong with me…*sigh*